Join me in my transition on Monday Nov 15th.

Steep and Slippery Slope

Live life moment to moment.

What Brought Me Here?

With each passing day, the reality that I am dying hits home. Dying this young wasn't part of my plan. Really though, is it part of anyone's plan?

Down the Rabbit Hole

My body may be giving way, but my Spirit does not have to follow it down the Rabbit Hole into despair.

I'd Rather Be Playing Hockey

I would rather be playing hockey than dealing with a cancer diagnosis.

Our world acts in accordance with natural laws. "The 'natural' world operates on principles where fairness plays no part..." Madeleine L'Engle

Tired of the Pain

I was asked to write about how I manage my pain. Not until recently have I experienced constant, intense, unrelenting pain. Managing the pain related to the cancer in my liver, has been more challenging than dealing with any of my other sports related injuries (even my broken thumb).

What Were You Thinking?

Do you believe that your thoughts create your reality? That what you think about you bring about? While what you think does have significance, I believe that there is more to the story.

Daily Miracles

When diagnosed with an illness, one might easily pray for the miracle in the form of a cure. If all I focused on was this miracle, I might have missed out on all the daily miracles in my life.

The Thick of Things

Navigating through cancer is at times like being on a path that is overgrown. Which path do I take when everything is overgrown and feels unfamiliar?

Listen to Life

Listen to Life was a phrase that grabbed my attention as I read The Five Levels of Attachment by Don Miguel Ruiz Jr. What exactly does it mean to Listen to Life?

A New Day

Knowing that "Life can change in the blink of an eye", can you learn to appreciate those days when you are overwhelmed and overtired? Just because you still have life? 

Is Dying Failure?

What it feels like to face mortality when it staring you right in the face? 

Life on Life's Terms

This is a reflection on Robert Ohotto's question, "Can you accept life on Life's terms?"

Days Like These

The healing journey requires periods of acclimatization. Some days are harder than others. 

My Life is a _____Journey

If life is a journey, what kind of journey are you on? 

Being Productive Without The Exhaustion

What happens when you go, go, go and run out of gas? 

What Get's You Out of Bed?

Not having work be my purpose for getting out of bed each morning, I wondered what exactly was getting me up and going each morning.  

Grief's Ghost

Have you buried your grief, only to find that the ghost of grief still haunts you? Grief emerged as an issue for me during a guided meditation. 

I Didn't Know I Needed to Change...Until I Did

The Ancient Greek philosopher, Heraclitus, is quoted to have said, "The only constant is change." Still we resist. What is your relationship like with change? 

Fifteen Minutes

"What would you do if you only had 15 minutes to live?" It wasn't the question from Dr. Bernie Siegel, but rather my answer that started the neurosynaptic reflection process. I wondered, "What is it about joy or lack of joy, that affects a person's overall well-being?"

Healing and Cancer: Food for Thought

There is a strong tendency to focus on dietary habits and cancer; prevention (or not) and cure (or not). Nutritional choices have a role, but there are more factors to be considered. If cancer is a "call for change", my soul prayer is "Reveal to me what in my life am I meant to change." Healing for me does not mean that I will not die. We will all die. Healing for me is about living the life I was given more fully, more honestly, more lovingly, and more joyously.

Just Keep Paddling

I can harness the wind, but I cannot change its force or direction. I can accept my fate, while I co-create my destiny. Is the diagnosis of cancer my fate combined with my destiny? It feels like I am paddling into the wind. 

Who is Answering?

November 2012 I was in New York City, attending Robert Holden's Success course. A cancer diagnosis in 2020 has left me wondering once again, what being successful really means to me. Guided to re-listen his audio book, Authentic Success, I heard the question, "What do you want?" My response this time was, "It all depends on who in me is answering?"

It's Not Personal

Many people were as surprised about me being diagnosed with cancer as I was. Perhaps it was because if it could happen to me, it could happen to them. That was how I felt by the death of Laura Harris. She was just fifty-three (my age now). She was active and outgoing. It was her death almost 12 years ago, that taught me not to wait to live life. She also taught me to swim better, helping me to make it through the 1.5 km half-ironman swim. How does someone not take cancer personally, when it has so much potential to lead to death? 

Happily Ever Now

Who am I really? How am I meant to serve the greater good? What will I do with the rest of my life? These are just a few of the questions that continue to wash over me, as I sit in that row boat, in the middle of the ocean surrounded by the fog. 

by Wendy D Bowen

Wrestling with Uncertainty

"What is your relationship with uncertainty?" Personally, I have spent the past year wrestling with life's uncertainties.  Not just because of the global pandemic, but because I was diagnosed with stage IV colon cancer in early February 2020. 

by Wendy D Bowen

Stranger in the Dark

As part of my personal Journey of Healing, I journal every morning. I am not just writing; I am conversing with God. The God that is within me to the Source of Universal Power that is greater than myself.  This morning I heard the words, "share it." Which meant that I was to find a way to share my inner most thoughts with you.  You might be more inclined to watch a video blog than to read these words. Though if you are meant to get the message you will. 

Happily Ever Now

Ever felt alone when you were with another person? Or wondered if there is anything you can do about it?